Friday, February 21, 2014
Perempuan
Ini kisah seorang perempuanNampak lembut diluaran
Hakikatnya dia kasar dan baran
Dia masih perawan
Punya hati punya perasaan
Terkadang nafsunya sukar dilawan
Keinginanya tak tercapai di akal fikiran
Tiap waktu menangis beribu sesalan
Dia bertanya kehairanan
Apakah ini cubaan
Apakah ini dugaaan
Hanya berharap muncul keajaiban
Kecintaanya bermimpi
Bermimpi di siang hari
Bemimpi bertemu sang arjuna
Sang arjuna pencuri hati
Seperti di alam fantasi
Cinta
Cinta..Ianya membahagiakan
Ia juga mengkhayalkan
Hebatnya kuasa cinta
Kerana cinta manusia alpa
Kerana cinta manusia lupa
Kerana cinta manusia hampa
Alpa pada identiti
Lupa pada realiti
Hampa pada infiniti
Saya nak cuti
Hatiku riangHatiku girang
Hatiku menang
Aku mahu terbang
Terbang bersama burung besi
Bawalah aku melayang.
Tenangkanlah jiwa dan emosi.
Orang
Orang, aku juga samaAku bersyukur dilahirkan orang bukan binatang
Orang yang tidak sempurna
Harap tidak juga suka menentang
Wahai orang
Guna mata, lihatlah keindahan
Guna mulut, suarakanlah keikhlasan
Guna telinga, dengarkanlah kebaikan
Guna otak, renung- renungkan
Usah hanya menghentam
Usah hanya berdendam
Usahlah hanya menghakimi
Pandanglah dulu diri sendiri
Aku bukan siapa-siapa
Aku bukan orang penting
Aku hanya orang kerdil
Hanya harap diri tidak diasing
Penat
Tulisan Fynn Jamal sangatlah menangkap jiwa. Kalaulah aku boleh menulis sehebat dia.
Aku penat berpura- pura bahagia
Aku penat sembunyikan air mata
Ingin aku luahkan rasa hatiku ini setiap detik
Namun tak ada yang cuba menghayati dan memahami
Aku penat memendam
Segala yang aku pendam kini tumbuh menjadi dendam
Manusia, kita mungkin serupa namun kita tetap tidak sempurna
Manusia, mereka tidak pernah cuba mengenali
Hanya tahu menghakimi dan membenci diri
Sakit hatiku kini tiada lagi yang mengerti
Hanya bisa berdoa hidupku tidak terus lara begini
Aku berharap bahagia datang menanti
Jika ia datang menghampiri takkan ku menoleh lagi
Tuesday, February 4, 2014
Pixie
Assalamaualaikum semua.
Waduh, lama rasanya tak menaip dalam bahasa melayu. Rasa omputeh sangat. Saja je taip dalam bahasa Inggeris sebab nak biasakan diri menulis macam omputeh. Biarlah grammar ke laut janji ada semangat nak improve.
Ok tajuk Pixie sungguh tak related dengan post belog. Mesti ada yang ingat aku nak bukak cerita pasal Pixie Lott. No no no. A BiG NO! Post hari ni bukan pasal Pixie Lott ke apa. It's going to be about novel Fixi. Haha tang tajuk tu bunyi je sama so I fikir why not Pixie. Cun apa.
Sebelum melencong lebih dalam tentang Fixi mai aku explain dulu.Perkataan Fixi ni diambil dari bahasa Inggeris yang bertajuk fiction. Novel Fixi ni kira novel fiction la. Menurut pandangan aku Novel Fixi ni novel hipster. Bak kata emak den "semuanya hipster, hipster tu apa? Hantu ke?" haha bagi aku hipster ni benda yang agak rare orang buat. Kalau orang kata "nak jadi hipster la" maknanya dia nak jadi rare or different. Itu pandangan aku la.
First time aku baca novel fixi ni tahun lepas. Ini terjadi sebab nak sangat ikut trend. Tahun lepas kan novel Fixi ni trend. Aku kan suka ikut trend. Suka sangat ikut trend walau benda bodoh pon nak ikut (benda bodoh bukan benda yang melalaikan ok). Janji nampak cool and ikut trend aku buat.
Novel fixi ni different. Setiap penulis dia mostly tulis benda yang relevan dengan dunia sekarang. Pernah waktu pertama kali aku baca aku macam terkezutt beruk jap sebab ada setengah novel tu pakal bahasa yang agak kasar. Lepas dah baca and fahamkan isi dan cerita barulah aku paham apa yang ditulis tu semua realiti. Bukankah realiti dunia sekarang ni kasar, pemarah, pembenci and so on. Mostly cerita dalam novel fixi ni ayat dan perkataan dia agak berbunga- bunga dan puitis. Kepada pengemar cerpen dan puisi macam ioulls ni haruslah baca novel fixi ni.
Inilah novel Fixi pertama yang aku mula baca. Tengok tajuk dah rasa buka ni interesting. Masa mula- mula baca tak teringat pulak aku yang "Chuck Taylor" ni adalah kasut Converse. Cerita ni interesting. Untuk orang yang pertama kali baca mesti rasa buku ni bodoh. Well to be honest at first pon aku rasa penulis buku ni kasar dan ganas. Bila dah baca sampai habis aku dah mula paham maksud tersirat dan tersurat yang ingin penulis sampaikan. Aku pon dah mula paham setiap karakter dalam cerita ni. Novel ni kisah playboy remaja. Semua yang diceritakan dalam novel ni sama dengan realiti. Pernah sampai satu tahap aku jadi terlalu emotional setiap kali aku baca babak Mira dan Hafiz. Siapa yang belum baca sila baca sampai paham.
Ini pulak novel kedua yang aku baca. Baru habis baca semalam. Bila tengok tajuk rasa macam pelik. Apa la terfaktab bagai ni. Terfaktab adalah tettt. Lu cari sendiri. Kalau semua aku bagi tahu tak adalah eleman misteri disitu. Buku ni menarik. Novel ni ada tulis cerita daripada beberapa penulis. Dalam imiginasi aku penulis- penulis ni semua muda, berbakat, kreative dan ranggi. Bab paling aku suka dalam novel ni adalah bab "Kenapa perempuan suka Bad Boy". Cerita ni relevant sangat ok dengan dunia sekarang ni. Cerita dalam novel ni boleh buat aku gelak dan menangis sorang- sorang. Awesome tu!
Girls fall in love with what they hear, boys fall in love with what they see. That's why girls wear make up and boys lie - Wiz Khalifa (ayat daripada bab favorite)
Okay aku rasa cukuplah aku mengarut pasal novel fixi ni. Kalau yang rajin bacalah novel fixi ni. Kalau yang malas membaca macam aku ni baca jugaklah sebab novel ni dijamin boleh memupuk minat membaca. Ok wa chow lu. Nanti ada nove best wa roger lu (ayat acah-acah taiko tai KL)
Saturday, January 18, 2014
Juliet
Hello everybody. I don't know why but I just feel like posting something here. aha It's been a while kan sine I posted a new post.
Nothing much other than my bussy schedule. I'm suppose to be bussy right but I here typing a new post. Working and college stuff are hell much. Honeslty I still pocastinate when it comes to my assignment. Tak sentuh apa benda pun lagi.
Just forget about mu bussy schedule. Let's get back to blog reality. Yesterday was a public holiday because of Thaipusam. What came into my mind the day before was "public holiday is the day for me to qada tidur". haha. yey. At the end I woke up at 9.25. After I woke my cousin asked me wethaer I want to go for a morning walk. I never that my morning walk will push untll 12.00. We walk to the cafe near auntie house. I don't even believe myself because I can actuallly walk to the cafe. haha Lol we went for breakfast for like 45 minutes (lebih banyak dari bersenam). Suddenly after that my auntie thought of walking to Pusat Sains Negera. I don't even know that there is a shortcut to go PSN from anutie's house. It was hell fun going to the park yesterday. After that uncle pick us up and we went to Starbucks Pusat Bandar. Well I don't planned for a great morning, Sometimes we don't even have to plan for a great day. Tup tap tup tap balik rumah pukul 12.00. Kalau orang dengar morning walk sampai 2 jam mau pengsan. haha
Yesterday evening pulak I when for a light shopping. I wanted to just buy a new swim wear for Langkawi Trip next week. My favorite swimsuit went missing and i've been searching for it for like a month already. Then as always I shop more than what I should. In the morning I suddenly thought of buying notebook at Typo. I bought 3 notebook at the end of the day. Don't ask me why I bought notebook. Seriously typo is like stationary heaven. I want to buy all the things there. That's not all. I when to H&M yesterday. My mission was to buy a swim wear but what I saw are just Bikini's. Guess what I didn't come out with an "empty hand (tangan kosomg)". I bought a comfortable black hoodie. I suddenly thought I need a hoodies. haha. At the end of the day I bought Arena swimsuit at Pakson. It's black color and it's on sale. hahah yeay I finally have new sweater. yeay me!
That all about my pretty awesome yesterday. I end the post with Juliet lyric. This song has been on repeat since last week. Andy Brown is hot!
People stop to turn and stare
Everywhere she goes
Dollar signs and crimson hair
She will steal your soul
Set aside some billionaires
All she wants is gold
She is straight up rock and roll
I’m telling you she knows
She know oh oh oh ee oh oh x2
Nobody does it like Juliet
Juliet what you do to me
The way she does it is criminal
Physical and it’s killing me
Nothing on in these allegations
She know oh oh oh ee oh oh
Nobody does it like Juliet
Juliet you were hard to me
Pulls you with her perfect smile
Pretty soon you’re done
One more sucker pays the price
Thinking you’re the one
Many men have tried and failed
Captured by her bold
Stay away from Juliet
You will lose control
She know oh oh oh ee oh oh x2
Nobody does it like Juliet
Juliet what you do to me
The way she does it is criminal
Physical and it’s killing me
Nothing on in these allegations
She know oh oh oh ee oh oh
Nobody does it like Juliet
Juliet you were hard to me
She know oh oh oh ee oh oh x4
1 2 3 4
Nobody does it like Juliet
Juliet what you do to me
The way she does it is criminal
Physical and it’s killing me
Nothing on in these allegations
She know oh oh oh ee oh oh
Nobody does it like Juliet
Juliet you were hard to me
Everywhere she goes
Dollar signs and crimson hair
She will steal your soul
Set aside some billionaires
All she wants is gold
She is straight up rock and roll
I’m telling you she knows
She know oh oh oh ee oh oh x2
Nobody does it like Juliet
Juliet what you do to me
The way she does it is criminal
Physical and it’s killing me
Nothing on in these allegations
She know oh oh oh ee oh oh
Nobody does it like Juliet
Juliet you were hard to me
Pulls you with her perfect smile
Pretty soon you’re done
One more sucker pays the price
Thinking you’re the one
Many men have tried and failed
Captured by her bold
Stay away from Juliet
You will lose control
She know oh oh oh ee oh oh x2
Nobody does it like Juliet
Juliet what you do to me
The way she does it is criminal
Physical and it’s killing me
Nothing on in these allegations
She know oh oh oh ee oh oh
Nobody does it like Juliet
Juliet you were hard to me
She know oh oh oh ee oh oh x4
1 2 3 4
Nobody does it like Juliet
Juliet what you do to me
The way she does it is criminal
Physical and it’s killing me
Nothing on in these allegations
She know oh oh oh ee oh oh
Nobody does it like Juliet
Juliet you were hard to me
Gotta end my post before I fainted. Hope to type again soon!
