Bring me to 1D

Hello everyone. Hello readers. Hello directioners. By looking at the picture everyone can probably guess what's my post going to be right? Yes, my post today will be about One Direction. Owh before I start typing and rambling about One Direction I'm going to tell you that One Direction is a boyband. It is not "jalan sehala" or other nonsense peoples been talking about. I am very annoyed whenever I talked about One Direction people are like "One Direction tu apa?" "one direction tu siapa?". They sounded like they're living in the jungle. Ok fine, enough about that.

 Talking about One Direction yesterday I went to Bring me to 1D event. In the morning when I woke up I already started to fangirl and get exited. I even brought my Zayn Malik doll to the event. Aha everyone must be thinking that I'm that one hardcore directioner. Yes, I am hardcore directioner. I actually think it's a bit immature to bring the doll at the event but at last I think I'm just doing this for One Direction.

 The event suppose to start at 1.00 but I when at 12.00 because I was too exited. Well when I arrived I am not the only one that come early. There are already hundred of directioners waiting to pre order their album. While I was waiting for the long queue directioners started singing Torn and all the others started singing too. It was so much fun to gather around with all the directioners and fangirl. At the event everyone was looking at my Zayn doll because they thought it is very cute. Some of the directioners was asking me if they can hold the doll and they took a picture. Everyone was acting like they meet Zayn for real. HAHA I also thought that Zayn doll look extra cute eventhought they the doll don't really look like Zayn. Yes, the doll is very cute until I felt like hugging it infront of public.

 Aha speaking of directioners yesterday I did met some new friend. It all started when I was queuing to pre order this album. When I was queing I met this too girl and they're very friendly and nice. As I was queuing I met another group of friends and I thought they were nice. We started become friends when one of them asking if she could hold my dolls. They all took picture with my doll and we even talked. We just talked for 5 minute but I feel like we're bestfriend. Overall the people I met yesterday was all very nice. It's a good day because I can make friends by liking One Direction.

 About the event I didn't win that once in a lifetime trip to Madison Square Garden, New York. I am very sad because I was already thinking about it. I guess that is not my luck and I will try again next time. I was still very happy eventhough I didn't won I got to pre order Take Me Home Album. I'm also very happy to for the chinese girl who won the contest. Pictures of yesterday's event. Sorry for the very little picture.

Sorry for looking very messy in the picture

For the love of my life

Al Fatihah to my late grandma.

Assalamualaikum. I've been thinking to write this post quite a few times. I'm actually afraid to blog about this because I'm a afraid I will shed a tears while writing it. Ok now I'm fine and this is why I'm here.

 This post is dedicated to my beloved grandmother. She's not only my grandma, she's like my mom and my best friend. Since I was small she was the one that took care of me. She is like my mother.

I remembered when I was young I use to sleep with her and I cried every time she left me. My grandma was also the one who comforted me when I was sad and having a bad day. When I was down I was not afraid to tell her anything because I know she would listen and protect me. She's also like my life saver. When my mum scolds me she will always be the one defending me. I remembered when my birthday comes, my grandma she would always buy me what wanted even if the things cost thousand. Everytime I looked at all the things she bought I talked to my self like she was there's with me. All the things she bought for me are so precious and I  don't  think I would give it away to anyone. Maybe she can't buy me a house or a Ferrari but she's always have the special in my heart.

All the memories and experiences that we shared together are once in a blue moon n therefore shall never be forgotten n will always linger in my mind as long as there is life in my body.


May god blessed her and may she be place in heaven. Till we meet again in Jannah.

Hate that I love you

As salam and hello everyone. I'm a bit free this week because I have no degree class until 7 November. Yes, no class until 7 November but there's a lot of things to be done.

 Yesterday was my last class for this month. I can't say yesterday was okay. I think yesterday was quite a challenging day for me. Sorry not challenging but very challenging. I has to be in class on 10.00 util 5.00. I swear no one would want to be in my position yesterday. Since today I'm still thinking about my presentation yesterday. I think it was an achievement for me not because think I do well or what. Honestly I think I was not doing okay at all yesterday. Well past is past right? Whatever had happens yesterday was no one falls. I can't blame anyone even my self. Yeah at least I try to improve. Whatever happens next I'll try to do my very best and make everyone proud.

 HAHA, I'm pretty sure everyone been wondering why am I now writing my blog post in English. It is because I want to marry a Britsh guy. Ngehehehe just joking. It's actually because someone in my degree program which I respect has advise me to write my blog in English. She wants me to improve my language skills. AHA, I honestly think that is a very good things to do. I'm not very good in english. If I was wrong in some grammar or anything I'll apologize. I will learn to be a better person. Okay, I said I want to start writing in English and that do not mean that I won't write my blog post in Malay. I will still do write it in malay. In whatever language I hope everyone will read my blog and please I don't want to see any harsh comment. Respect me and I will respect you more.

  Everything gonna be alright as long as you believe!

Hello again

Assalamualaikum and hello to all the readers. Yes I know it's been a while. My life has been pretty hectic this few month. I know my last post was about my trip to Amsterdam. I apologize for not blogging for so long. Ehe before I start rambling about other stuff I want to apologize again for no blogging about my holiday in London. Yes sorry, don't judge me ok. I know I'm such a lazy lazyy bum.

 Dearest awesome reader. I don't think anyone in this planet would want to read my blog. Well, to anyone who read my very boring blog I would like to say a million thank you. Ok as everyone know I has started my degree program. I can't even believe that I choose to further my study over doing anything else. Everyone in the universe know that me and studies can't never work together. HAHA. To be honest I my self suprises that I have made this kind of decision. Now, I realize that the decision that I made is the right decision. Speaking of my degree program for now everything is just going find. Let's just hope that everything will be find until the next two years.

First day of degree was okay. Even thought my diploma friends was not there to follow my journey I think it was good. Well, I can't learn new think if I always stick with the same person right? On the first day I did met a bunch of new friends. It was pretty cool meeting them. They're all very friendly. Overall first day of degree has been amazing. I should stop being so exited. A lot more amazing things will come and whatever comes later let's do the very best. Good luck to me.

 Go on and try to bring me down I will be rising from the ground like a skyscraper.